Days that I have missed

I am not good with keeping up with blogs...obviously. See, I am one of those people that hate to acknowledge that I hate feeling forced into doing things...even if I am the one forcing myself. Insane? Yes, very much so. It has made my life challenging more often than I like to admit. I am sticking to the challenge as far as the running and making myself more available to sex and orgasms in general. I have decided that I needed to allow myself "cheat" days to really just do nothing if I didn't want to. It has made me happier and more inclined to actually follow through.

As for ME: I am feeling happier in general, more fit and am getting back into the sexual groove of things. I tried explaining this challenge to other people and either they "got it" or they did not. I don't think you really could if you never have had to deal with depression or a major hormonal landslide that threw you for a loop. I just keep plugging along. I am going to register for a race later in the year and am determined to be ready. I can't promise I will be back every day but I will try to do better.....

days 8and 9

So it's getting harder to post regularly every day. Day 8 went okay. It was nice to have a rest day. I ran which was nice and my husband ended up falling asleep so I had to take care of business myself. Day9 was kind of rough. I guess I have to admit that I'm going to go through rough patches here and there. I was good and kept up with what I was supposed to do. I did planks and push ups and dips. I felt real bad because  my husband really tried to get me engaged but I just couldn't get into it for some reason. We both just kinda lay there for a while and picked it back up again later. I'm definitely ready for the happy.

Day 6 and 7

SO Day 6 went well. I did some more planks and dips blah blah...,had an orgasm blah blah blah.....I needed a break. I took off yesterday (Day 7) from everything. Let's face it, I am SORE. My legs are sore, my arms are sore, my back is f'ing killing me and my pudenda is plain wore out. It was nice not feeling like I HAD to do something. I think I will make Saturday my "rest" day for the duration of this experiment. Today is another run day and tonight I think I may just break out the toys. I'm sure by tonight after having the kids all day I will be  feeling rather lazy.

day 5

Run went well. I got to run by myself and that is like a treat. Not pushing 2 kids in a jogger is SO much easier!! Sexy time was very fun. It's always a good thing when you can get started before 1am and you have to be up at 630.

I have to say that overall, I am feeling happier. I am still pissed that I have a belly blub and my ass is all sorts of doughy aaaaaand that my boobs are slowy migrating as low as Miss Choksondik from South  Park. BUT, I'm happy that I'm doing something about it and am starting to feel at least a little bit hopeful. It's a start, right?

day 4

What a lazy night...not really. Got the kids put in bed and finished up some work but had NO motivation to do anything else. BUT.... I did it anyways. I did dips, pushups, and planks. Hubby got home around midnight and honestly, I could have just gone to sleep. He, being the great motivator, tried to get me back into it by making a race out of who could get themselves off the fastest.. RACE TO THE "O"!!!! the things we do.....

day 3

day 3 was a mixed bag. Running went great...actually pushed the little guys in the jogger and bugged my teenager to run with me.  It was nice. The other part of my night wasnt quite as smooth.  I was exhausted after going to bed after 2am and being up at 630. By the time my hubby came home around midnight I was toasted. The job got done but it wasn't under optimal conditions.  I think when my man works late I need to just take care of myself and get to bed. 

Don't I just sound like a super fun time. .

day 2

Ok, sticking to this is going to be hard when you take into consideration kids,  work,  second work,  and school.  Did planks and ended up accomplishing the "o" myself around 2 am. Was tired but relatively ok today.  Chocolate was too damn tempting today.... guess I'll have to do cardio tonight.